haix...
was wondering what u are doing right now..
ended work and on your way home?
or are you already home?
sitting at our spot on the sofa..
and suddenly felt so cold and empty..
sometimes i really want to run away from everything.
or maybe get out of this world.
every time when i cross the road,
i almost thought of just walk and let the car bang me.
maybe ending my life,
is ending my misery.
but i know..
running and doing such things are stupid.
sometimes i wish i can just die out of a sudden..
den maybe i could follow you around.
but i know i will have to go someday.
i guess i'm just plain naive.
i died.
10:54 PM
