the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁.
我喜欢看书，煮东西，吃东西，唱歌，跳舞，购物，pool, 还有。。。。 说不完！！
just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..
TO GETS:
- DSLR Cam! - Samsung Galaxy S! - shopping trip to thailand & not forgetting their temples to visit.. - photoshoot!!!
last day in MO was fun and i really enjoyed my day though it was very very long.. abt 11hours. haha. but time passes very fast as well.. just a blink and its time to go home.. took some pics.. haha. logo covered!! haa. got to noe more ppl. done quite alot of stuff.. haha. i hope to go back some day. haha.
i died. 8:19 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
i should hav known.. all tat was just illusions and my own thinkin... my wishful thinkin tat we might stand a chance.. but its actually de other way round. i shouldnt hav made u de substitute right from de start. i shouldnt hav really fall in love with u and get so deep down de tunnel.. a blow like tat hurts... but i should hav known tat history will repeat itself. it wouldnt just stop here... i shouldnt hav got so close to u and made u my god bro.. a lesson tat time should be enuf.. y m i so stupid to make this kind of mistake again. and now.. we cant even be frens.. i dont even hav de right to say no... or even say goodbye for de last time. but somehow. i thanked u.. for being dere when i needed some1, gave me some happiness tat i used 2 hav... and thanked u for reminding me again of tat incident.... and de pain.... this fucked up life... it isnt enuf isnt it... all these in a day isnt enuf isnt it. my air ticket is booked.. and was told tat comprehensive was on de 14th.. fuck.. and i was to go back to see my grandpa. fine... wats more to come? i'll take it.. better come all at once... death.. im awaitin for u...
i died. 10:16 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
"i believe love is blind.. becox when u fall in love with some1, u wouldnt care whether he is good/bad, good lookin/not good lookin, rich/poor, whether he feels the same or not. all u see is him/her in ur eyes.. dere is nth so wonderful/ perfect like that. wateva u do/think/care is abt him/her, its like.. its linked to him/her.. whether its day or night, u'll be wondering wat he/she is doin... whether he/she has had breakfast/lunch/dinner. when de weather is bad, u'll be wonderin if he/she had an umbrella or whether he/she has enuf clothings to fend for the cold... when u're preparing to go to slp, u'll also be wondering whether he/she is asleep and whether he/she has had his/her blanket on.. everytime when he/she is frownin, u wish to be dere to share his/her burdens and hopes tat he/she could be happy and smilin always.. when he'she is injured, u wish to be de 1 injured instead and ur heart aches... maybe tats how u explain love... love is blind.. its not abt u anymore.. its all abt him/her.." this is wat i answered when i was asked 'Is Love Blind?'.. maybe this is how i feel towards u.. and how.. i acted.. i asked some1.. wat u did 2day.. and i laughed.. i asked him again.. if u disturbed de service staff... and as expected.. u did.. he asked me if im jealous.. i tot.. maybe i m.. becox i wanted to noe... and den i asked again.. if u touched her nose or something like tat.. he answered me.. no.. at tat moment.. im really happy.. becox it seems like u didnt do de same to de others. its like this was our little thing.. does it mean tat u did felt de same? idk.. i've nv let any1 pinched my nose like tat. but when u did tat.. i didnt got worked up.. but i did jerk a little.. and i felt butterflies in my stomach.. maybe i've said too much.. but u did walk in.. and u're not a replacement.. wat i wanna say is.. i miss u.. and i wish to be in ur arms once again.. to feel ur warmth once again..
