its been so long since i've even stepped into here.
been holding two jobs nowadays.
it's tiring..
but able to stop me from thinking about a lot of things.
but it wouldn't hold for long..
i had to get exhausted..
to feel nothing.
and ever since i stepped into this place..
memories came flashing back..
and new ones begin to form..
a new start..
but just as i thought..
i never had happy endings..
and again..
i got myself hurt again.
and again..
and again..
falling for someone once again.
or i should say that 'he' never left my heart.
its just that someone dropped by..
but left the window cracked..
seeing them right in front of me was hard enough..
but for him being hard with me is somewhat unbearable..
not as hard as 'him'..
but it was hard enough.
i made up my mind though.
to leave..
before it happens again...
i died.
11:22 PM
