Friday, August 20, 2010
on top of orchard 'tower'..
the Awesome happy 3....
my dinner at shokudo... a pity that we didn't have the desert. =/
lunch at vivo's white dog cafe with chris.. PLATTER! (forgot to take the BIG burger..)
my fart face boy... miss him like crazy..
a pose that wafi instructed...
chris chris chris!!! (in cab)
i look.... diff... hahaha..
hmmm...
its been so long since i blogged..
yesterday was awesome!!
woke up at 8.30 in the morning and went for a jog with datou and thiviyan..
then went home and get ready..
i'm like so late..
but was glad that chris was not angry..
went to jp to meet her and also to settle some things about my phone..
but then...
oh well..
it was too late for me to get my unlimited messages..
guess i'll just get on with it..
=/
and after that we went off to vivo to have lunch at white dog cafe..
they all are like...
haha.
i'm not like me..
lols.
guess they are just not used to me like this..
and then we went to harry's bar for a drink and POOL!!
the ppl there are too... shocked to see me like this..
haha.
opps.
guess i really changed a lot.
do i?
and finally...
wafi got off from work!!!
haha.
been waiting for that moment..
so me and chris took cab over to meet him at cineleisure..
sien.....
even off day oso have to go to that place..
oh well.
its wafi's wish..
haha.
went walking around cine..
got bored and went over to heeren...
then went back again to cine for dinner!!!
and as usual...
met laopa and ken at the usual place..
haha.
and of cause..
we chat for a while,
but well...
daddy will always be daddy..
got some drinks at cheers and then went over to old town coffee..
and he start his talk again.
we enjoy ourselves though..
at last!
CAM-WHORE!!!
how can we forget about what we all enjoy the most being together.
haha.
went to orchard central's roof top..
and.....
hahahahaha.....
there's just too much pictures to post... shall post this much..
i died. 1:29 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2010
yeah!!!
like finally.
lols..
i got my samsung GS..
haa!
coming up next, will be my DSLR cam..
wow.
its gonna cost me a bomb.
oh well.
i wanted it what.
so..
hahaha.
anyway....
today i was like late..
got to work and was hungry.
thinking of what i should eat for lunch later..
then....
like..
OMG!
alvin came in with a double cheeseburger and a bottle of orange juice..
i smile to him and wanna ask if he was so good that he got it for me.
and then he told me that it was from the security guard.
i was like..
ER....
what the..
and my stomach stop grumbling..
and i went blank..
does he really have to do this?
and then alvin told me that 'he' told him that next time when me and him were to get married,
he will have a few tables for all my friends to drink all they want and stuff.
i was like..
and alvin say that 'he' got a bit problem in the mind..
and i thought so too.
now that 'he' knows that i already have someone in mind..
i hope he don't bother me anymore.
can only be friends..
then at night..
i feel really guilty towards ah ken..
i was like...
knocked out.
he tried to wake me up for like 2 times.
i woke up to look at him and i went back to sleep.
and the funny thing was..
i dun even know i did that.
lol!
i totally cannot recall..
and i was asking ah ken y he didn't wake me up.
end up he say me.
haha.
opps!
i think i'm really tired ba..
2moro is a very long day.
=/
i seriously dun feel like going to work..
my headache till now still not yet gone.
and i don't feel well.
but what to do?
i cant take mc..
not enough people..
=(
just gotta endure..
i died. 2:35 AM
Friday, August 13, 2010
right!
i wonder what kind of luck i'm in now.
dunno whether to be happy or cry...
2day..
the business was 0 sales in the afternoon..
and i thought there wont be much at night.
but then....
BOOM!
there it goes.
and things are apparently not enough.
as usual..
got reprimanded again..
and den i went down for a puff to loosen the tension in my heart and head.
so that i won't breakdown..
as i was puffing..
there comes the security guard whom i was somehow..
'oh shit.. did i do something wrong?!'
and then he actually talked to me..
and like..
'wah. i was tired..'
he told me..
i was like..
oh..
ya.. same here.
and then he started to talk to me.
and asked me to be his gf..
i'm like..
shocked..
and wtf!
and then he was talking about me being his future wife.
and he calls me dear..
and he was like asking me for my picture for his 2 daughter to see.
telling them that i'll be their future mom..
wah.
i really dunno what to say.
and then after work..
went for a coffee at old town..
and went home with dad.
then when i got off the cab....
i vomit...
what a luck man!
should i be happy or sad?!
i also dunno.
headache ah.....
i dun wan any relationship now.............
just career...
cant handle it..
i died. 1:14 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
yawns....
HAIX.............
omg!!!
time passes so fast!!!
and my off day gone soon..
not enough!!
was supposed to go gym with jac today in the morning.
but then...
due to me!!
we met at 1 plus instead.
slept at about 6am yesterday..
watched eclispe.
and 'vampire suck'
like wth!!!
how dare they insult twilight like that.
but then..
it was quite funny though.
so me and jac went to jp after i woke up..
and went to check my phone..
URGH!!!!!
my samsung galaxy out of stock..
but nvm..
i ordered alrd.
haha.
they will call me when they have the stock again.
so then we went to fish n co for lunch.
haa.
i was caught on the cam!
omg..
in her livejournal.
lol.
=)
we had a platter and desert.
haa!! strawberry cheese cake!!!
and then went to courts..
to check the price of my DSLR cam..
wah..
for a starter kit...
it cost about a thousand three.
wah...
ex...
but in about 2 months time i can afford alrd.
woo~~
waiting...
=/
shall work hard for everything..
jia you!:)
so suay today...
=/
just now i almost fainted on the streets.
due to the sharp pain from my period.
saw jacemon when i was panting at the bus stop..
he looked diff..
maybe becox of his specs ba.
which is just an accessory.
lols.
hmm..
not much things are done today though.
but was ok.
haix.
my off day is ending soon..
=/
2moro.....
i died. 10:26 PM
have been waiting for this moment for a damn long time...
OFF DAY!!!
ok..
maybe its just a week.
haha.
i'm just so tired....
its flowing like water tap..
i'm drained of blood.
lols..
started to read my new book..
penny jordon..
she's becoming to be my idol..
i wanna be someone like her..
independent..
strong woman.
she's my goal now..
urgh!!!!!!!!
i wished i could get both at the same time..
hahaha!
ok..
i'll get my phone first..
then wait for my cam...
2 months only!!
HPY!
u have to endure.
goods things can wait.
i died. 2:16 AM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
happy birthday singapore!
well.
to me..
it feels like any other day..
nothing much.
work as usual..
the only thing that spoils my day is...
having menses on this day..
like wth!!!!!
pain, aches..
no strength..
=/
but was glad that today went quite well.
at least there wasn't much customers and things to do.
so i can just sit there and relax a little and let the pain slowly go away.
still...
i cant seemed to take a peep at your profile or wondering what u might be doing at the moment.
but then..
i kicked it off when i enters into my mind half way..
i wish i could be bella..
a vampire.
with a talent like shield.
that way i could shield u away from my mind..
or like edward.
a mind reader.
so i can get into people's mind.
but that was all just imaginary.
oh well.
its better sometimes to let your imagination and thoughts run wild.
haix..
I WANT TO GET MY SAMSUNG GALAXY S & MY DSLR CAM!!!
=/
but i can only get 1 at a time.
like wth.
have to wait for another 2 months to get the DSLR.
grr.
and then next year for my trip to thailand for shopping.
damn it.
have to save up alrd.
i died. 12:46 AM
Monday, August 9, 2010
finally,
i've been able to pluck up the courage to post the previous posts for the last 3 days.
looking through her pics & your wall.
i think sooner or later your will be together.
so i guess i'll just give you my blessing.
i know i'll still love u that much.
but still.
i won't be caring for u directly.
maybe i'll still be keeping track.
but then..
i'll limit myself till 3 months.
in this 3 months time,
i'll change myself.
inner and also my out look..
changing to be better.
which means a fresh start for me.
a new beginning,
and a new life..
i know chris and wafi will be proud of me.
i'll won't disappoint u guys.
=)
i died. 1:16 AM
haix.
been able to post all these..
cox i don't have the courage to do so.
i'm afraid..
that one day,
my weakness will be seen through.
everyday...
i'm like putting a strong front..
even joke around with my sisters and laugh out loud with them.
my heart aches.
but who can see it?
can he see it?
can he feel it?
i knew very well that he don't give a damn about how i felt.
saw his fb.
with that girl.
well..
she gorgeous..
have a nice body,
nice skin,
she fits him much much much more than i do.
somehow,
i got the feeling that they were together now.
as in being together,
not bgr kind of together.
and if i'm not wrong,
she's at his place too.
waiting for him to finish bathing,
then go out and have supper together.
browsing through her blog.
the first pic was the both of them wearing the same ear mufflers in his car.
they look like a couple though.
i don't deny that i felt really damn hurt.
i still forced myself to smile and laugh.
i became so emo..
even went to kbox during my break time alone,
sang and drank alone in a spacious room.
haven had any meals today.
my breakfast is simply a little of the durian cake from thailand & a glass of ice coffee;
my lunch is a small bottle of Heineken;
had 2 - 3 pieces of wedges for snack;
and had a bottle of breezer peach for dinner..
guess this few days i won't have my appetite bah.
he posted the song above in his fb,
and yeah.
i loved this song..
it reminds me of myself.
how close it is to my heart.
like she sang my heart out.
sorrow..
this song..
and even my favorite flower.
was named after sorrow.
this is just the word for me.
i died. 1:06 AM
this few weeks has almost been my happiest days..
although its so happening..
and i got a lot of shit.
but he wasn't that cold towards me anymore.
i thought we were getting along better.
at least your replies are so much better.
sometimes u even 'report' to me somehow when i just told u i missed u.
its like u know what i'll ask next..
and u'll tel me about your injury.
knowing that you didn't feel well after u are back from oversea till now,
i woke up in the morning on my off day.
and use plenty of effort to cook porridge,
and bring it over to your workplace.
i knew all those is just my one-sided love for you.
knowing that gratitude is all u have for me.
and simply a phrase of thanks for your porridge..
i'm contented somehow.
just wanna be by your side.
even as a 'calafare' ; 'spare tire' or 'guardian angel'
that was b4 u somehow made it clear.
in your status..
'forget me, forget it, forget everything'
i knew its for me.
i knew this time u really made it clear for me.
i felt like my heart got stabbed so deeply,
blood oozing out,
and then its gone..
tears that should be rolling down my face,
gone the other way round..
going down to my stomach.
like i cant cry anymore.
how sad i am...
i still have to put on a strong front.
i know i'll still love u..
but i'll not bother u anymore.
but still..
i'll watch out for u though.
i'll go for a make over.
get a new look and style.
become a woman that is sexy, seductive & secretive.
maybe,
i'll have someone else by then..
my heart really aches...
;(
i died. 1:06 AM
