the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁.
我喜欢看书，煮东西，吃东西，唱歌，跳舞，购物，pool, 还有。。。。 说不完！！
just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..
TO GETS:
- DSLR Cam! - Samsung Galaxy S! - shopping trip to thailand & not forgetting their temples to visit.. - photoshoot!!!
holding him closer to me seemed like a good way to go..
was finally able to just talk to him..
but ofcox..
we still like to 'suan' each other..
but things were not that bad as i thought it will be though.
not that awkward..
and becox he lost his way here.
so funny!
my bf is a 'road eat' = 'lu chi'..
haha..
just like me.. heh. :x
i died. 11:08 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
i'm really starting to know what love is all about..
it's about you being together with me..
i'm starting to know what happiness is all about..
it's about holding you in my arms..
and i love you even deeper as each day pass..
what is the past?!
when i see your face in everyday of my future..
what is hurt?!
when i only feel safe and blissful with you..
dear.
just want to let you know how happy i am to have met you..
and how glad i am that i'm able to take the step out.
and that i really do love you.
even though everything started out being awkward..
but sometimes..
silent means something..
like how we didn't talk but ended up cuddling on the couch..
words is not as important as actions..
becox actions speaks louder than words..
i died. 10:07 PM
Monday, January 10, 2011
i thought my tears are dried ever since i cried too much for joe.
and then yst..
something he said...
that made me think whether it's true or not.
becox of what he said,
how am i supposed to hold back?
how am i supposed to not fall deeper for him?
well..
something about what i always say is true though..
nv judge a book by its cover...
he seemed so shy and all...
but he's god damn sweet!
haha...
my sugar boy.
i died. 10:44 PM
Sunday, January 9, 2011
dear..
don't treat me too well.
if not i really don't know how to say goodbye when its time..
in fact, i really don't deserve you..
many things about me you still don't know.
this few days of happiness is really enough for me already..
and i felt contented alrd.
the feeling of being loved..
and a dream that i will wake up from one day.
i died. 10:44 PM
Saturday, January 8, 2011
its been almost a month that i haven blogged..
so much things has happened..
just before i thought he hated me...
becox of that misunderstanding..
but then now..
all so sudden..
i was attached...
6 years...
i've been living in misery..
thinking that nth will change..
and i'd still love joe..
but it seems that the gravity of my heart has changed to someone else..
sometimes i thought that god must be kidding with me..
i don't deserve such a person...
he don't smoke, drink, nor flirt..
and he's sweet.
although in reality, we don't talk much..
and i'm almost just the opposite of him..
will he regret?
will he change his mind after a week?
becox this is all new to me..
i knew that happiness won't just befall on me like that..
becox being happy is not in my life dictionary..
things won't be so smooth for me as it seems..
i have to control my heart though.
i can never put everything in...
becox god knows when i'll be punished again..
i'm sorry..
but its becox i'm afraid..
i might seemed strong..
but that's becox i didn't want to get hurt again.
and i don't want u to fall too deep too.
don't want to hurt u..
this is the way i love you.
