the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁.
我喜欢看书，煮东西，吃东西，唱歌，跳舞，购物，pool, 还有。。。。 说不完！！
just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..
TO GETS:
- DSLR Cam! - Samsung Galaxy S! - shopping trip to thailand & not forgetting their temples to visit.. - photoshoot!!!
been soooooo....... long since i've posted anything. hmmm.. guess im more cheerful now ba?! but well. not as cheerful as how i've wanted it to be like though. things turned out to be.. different. everythinghas gone into place and i've taken my place in production. 2day was as usual.. but im damn damn damn slack. nth to do. and so... i went to help pui pui. and den got my finger nail cut. wth!! and my blood just gushed out like tat.. omg! felt dizzy.. but have to endure it anw. not becox of the pain with i've not yet to felt, but becox of the fear of seeing blood oozing out. funny?! hahaha. i thought so too. and what was so annoying is that i got cut when im julien-ing the last piece of carrot!!! shit right! yeah... the days in production was... ok?! or maybe not. but the least expected thing was.... im now goddaughter of chef steward!!! hahahahaha... SHHH!!!!!!!! like... impossible.. but he really is a good person. really takes care of me too.. glad.. haha. wow.. like.. first time using eng?! hahaha.. for the past few weeks.. i've been wonderin what is left for me in life. till.. i found them... friends in production.. especially aili.. she has been the best lover i've ever had?! haha.. and she KNOWS THAI!!! impressive.. haha. when we talk.. every1 was like... huh?!.... haha. good though. i can tel her my secrets openly.. and ofcox i trusted her. haa. hmmm... idk why.. it seems like de feeling for some1 is gettin stronger each day. but whenever it gets stronger, i get more timid as well.. the fear to get hurt again. and from some1 who reminds me of another. what m i doin? like why izzit that i get into this kind of shit everytime. y cant i just... stay put and rest. who can make me heartless? or is there anything that can help it? if i had a wish.. i would wish that i have a cold heart. but no... and i miss him dearly.
i died. 10:36 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
wth!! i look so damn fat ar.. must lose weight!! It's meat just simply melts in my mouth, awwwwwwsome!! omg.. im like an extra.. all class A de ppl. hahaha.. In de toilet with my balloon!! haa.. My candy floss!! specially requested for a big 1.. hahaha.. i just love it..
i died. 9:56 PM
all I need is just one chance, one kiss, one night to show you what you mean to me. One chance to spend all day with you and show you how much place u hold in my heart, one kiss to prove that we were more than just friends, & one night to hold you tight! (quote from somewhere on de net.) 觉得这词好像能够表达我心里所想的，所以。。。不知道为什么好像对你有了感觉，虽然知道这是件荒谬的事，但是，是你让我在黑暗中看到了光芒。或许是因为你跟他有些相似吧，还有你每次都会逗着我玩，像个小孩，我还看到了你那细心的一面。但是我知道你跟他一样，爱不得。。不行。。对你只是好感，更把你当成代替品。是该适可而止了。
i died. 9:34 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
I didn't know why i come across this song.. and found it meaningful.. but i have no other meaning.. so.. ya.. enjoy..
being revived half way back 2 de living world and jux hang out at jasila darlin's house 2day was great. saw them all made me feel... family.. we all watched phobia 1 at her place and i was 2 afraid 2 see de last story. scary... wat was special 2day was.. i wrote in eng.. which was clearly not my style. haha. but anw.. ya. datou's hairstyle changed.. doesn't really suit him.. but i still love him anw, shu zhen seemed 2 look more kiddy in a way tat she looks really cute, li zhen.. my ah po.. look more 女人 now.. but den... still.. haha. hav more space for improvement. and she look darker now. thiviyan wise... still de same.. no change.. and as for jasila.. hmmm.... yupp.. nv change much.. but more slim?! haha.. i still love all of u. haha. hmmm... waitin for our nxt meetin b4 jasila migrates. i'll miss her so much.
过了两个礼拜，一切都似乎好像没什么变化。。对工作，对感情，甚至是友情，都开始起了疑心和感到失落。平常的我在工作上是得心应手，但不知为什么最近好像老是出差错。对友情，我是付出一切我所能给的，但是好像付出的都被当成是理所当然。甚至有个人口上一直说是我的好朋友，为我付出的很多，在我失落时照着我，其实你根本就没有做什么，你每天只会跟我报告你的状况还有关于你父母对你的排斥，你以为我会想知道吗？oh pls。。我哪里还会有那个精力去理你，况且你又是谁？我不需要每天时时刻刻的在一旁等你的短讯，而且我不是你的谁，一不回你短讯，你就会一直打给我。你很烦叻！！！况且我已经告诉你说我有意中人了。。拜托！！stop bein so childish！嗨。。对感情，我好像对某个人有了一点好感，也许是因为他的一举一动很像一个人吧。。但是。。。我已经没有信心了。。。
It's meat just simply melts in my mouth, awwwwwwsome!!
My candy floss!! specially requested for a big 1.. hahaha.. i just love it..
