the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁.
我喜欢看书，煮东西，吃东西，唱歌，跳舞，购物，pool, 还有。。。。 说不完！！
just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..
TO GETS:
- DSLR Cam! - Samsung Galaxy S! - shopping trip to thailand & not forgetting their temples to visit.. - photoshoot!!!
I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.
Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,
Now I dont know what to be without you around.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost my life(my love).
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Its two a.m.
Feelin like I just lost my life(my love).
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Ohhh
I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
it could have been our forth month in two weeks time.
i have been waiting for that day to come.
but now its like there is nth for me to look forward to.
stupid girl.
why do u keep looking at your phone?
stop cheating yourself..
stop waiting for messages that will no longer pop up.
it's over..
you have to let go..
only by letting go of him,
then he will find his true happiness.
if you don't let go,
u will only make it worse for him and yourself.
everyday i'm only been waiting for that one day..
but now,
there is nth to look forward to..
as for the trip back to thailand.. you don't have to cancel it.. you can always go alone.. like how you wonder about just few days back.. there's nth to be afraid of.. don't be afraid to slp alone in the hotel.. you still have pillows.. nth has changed! wake up! just go back to how u live before this started. aren't you best at this? aren't you already used to it already? yes.. something you said is true.. love isn't everything.. but you are part of me.. i will still be here if you need me.. 我对你的愛是不能被切割的。 愛的中间是个心; 如果心被切割了,人也就死了. to cut you off is just like cutting off my heart. baby.. i no longer have the right to cal you that anymore.. i will never be able to hug u tight in my arms anymore. i will never be able to lie on your chest and hear your heartbeat anymore. i will never be able to kiss and touch you anymore. i will never be able to look at you when you sleep beside me anymore. cox you will never sleep beside me anymore. i will never be able to cook for you and watch you eat like a xiao hai zi and laugh at how cute and naive you look anymore. i will never be able to feel you touch or scratch me anymore. i will never have to wipe my hands anymore.. cox there won't be anyone to 'lick' my hand. i will never be able to receive a message saying that you miss me. and now, every time i see our time.. there won't be any meaning to it anymore. you are not him, you will never turn to become like him.. you are one of a kind, the one and only that cannot be replaced in my heart. no one can ever replace you. you might feel that i'm not as happy as i should be when i met you. but truth is.. i am very very very very very happy. i may not smile to you like how i smile to the others. thats cox i still miss you even when you are right beside me. i'm not very good at expressions.. i often show the opposite way of how i'm really feeling.. please take good care of yourself.. i really need you to be safe and sound. and please be happy.. becox my mood revolves around you. I Love You baby.
