i really dunno what the hell i've been thinking these few days..
i think i'm like crazy or something..
should i say that its just my luck?
first..
i've let baby down.
and then there is the incident where i have to call the police..
and the next day was worse..
early in the morning..
standard..
singaporeans..
i almost scream and shout at them...
& lawrance with his crow mouth..
he said i was having pms..
nxt few hours,
i realized that i'm having menses..
but holy crap..
i didn't bring my 'bread'..
good thing that i met a friend who has it.
then the next morning,
i have to wake up like damn early,
Qing Ming Festival...
talked to cousin jing hui alot..
its his first time there.
even though he's the oldest of us all..
and then went to granny's place..
its no doubt the simplest and most relaxing place.
a place that i loved.
if only it was still that old 5-room flat..
all my childhood memories are there.
but i was happy with my granny..
she cooked my fav soup of all times...
i left at abt 7pm..
didn't know how i went home..
but i took bus..
and it took me 2 hours...
my mind was blank...
thinking mostly about him..
don't know what i'm thinking about too.
guess i was having pms..
and then today...
my menses hurt so badly that i can't go for production..
=/
but all i thought was what was on his mind..
what can i do to appease him..
i really dunno...
den i decided to just go over to his workplace and just pass it to him..
and see how it goes..
walked alot today..
from clarke quay to chinatown and back to clarke quay again..
and took a cab to magazine rd..
saw chee peng,
so i passed it to him..
doubt he wants to see me too..
walked one big round back to clarke quay again..
almost fainted on the way..
haha..
but good thing i didn't.
since i've got no where to go..
so i decided to just walk around..
walking from clarke quay to raffles,
and from raffles to esplanade,
and from esplanade to marina square,
and then decided to just walk around at marina..
time seems to pass very fast..
and then went to cityhall to take a train home...
regret...
now my foot hurt...
=/
good thing that everything is ok now..