me...

the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁. 我喜欢看书,煮东西,吃东西,唱歌,跳舞,购物,pool, 还有。。。。 说不完!! just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..


TO GETS:

- DSLR Cam!
- Samsung Galaxy S!
- shopping trip to thailand & not forgetting their temples to visit..
- photoshoot!!!


SCREAMS!!!





runaway~

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wafi(ff)
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Wang Zi<3
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ivan
shu zhen(ff)
gui gui no.2


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Saturday, January 8, 2011


its been almost a month that i haven blogged..
so much things has happened..
just before i thought he hated me... 
becox of that misunderstanding..
but then now.. 
all so sudden..
i was attached...
6 years...
i've been living in misery..
thinking that nth will change.. 
and i'd still love joe..
but it seems that the gravity of my heart has changed to someone else..
sometimes i thought that god must be kidding with me..
i don't deserve such a person...
he don't smoke, drink, nor flirt..
and he's sweet.
although in reality, we don't talk much..
and i'm almost just the opposite of him..
will he regret?
will he change his mind after a week?
becox this is all new to me.. 
i knew that happiness won't just befall on me like that.. 
becox being happy is not in my life dictionary..
things won't be so smooth for me as it seems..
i have to control my heart though.
i can never put everything in...
becox god knows when i'll be punished again..
i'm sorry..
but its becox i'm afraid..
i might seemed strong..
but that's becox i didn't want to get hurt again.
and i don't want u to fall too deep too.
don't want to hurt u..
this is the way i love you.


i died.
6:26 PM