days passes in a flash..
its almost like it was just yesterday..
that it happened again..
that was the Tuesday that just passed...
and now,
it was already Saturday going on Sunday..
saw that you had a party today..
which will be held till tomorrow..
thinking who you would be with,
thinking what will you be doing,
drinking perhaps?
i hope you won't drink so much though..
its bad for health..
i still remembered how you used to tell me,
don't drink too much and that its bad for health..
the first time is when i asked you for a meet up..
just the two of us..
after i watched the movie '2012'..
and the second time is when i asked him to join me in a drinking session,
with wayne, chris and wafi..
the first time is when he called me up..
i won't ever forget that day i guess...
its just inches to that door..
but he left me waiting outside..
the second time..
i didn't get to hear his voice.
but through message..
though i know..
that u see me as only a friend..
well..
i just can't stop my heart for beating for you..
i should already have stop it..
i shouldn't have went to see you since i've ran away that Tuesday..
but you fool me again..
i know all these..
is just my one-sided love..
i shouldn't have..
i died.
11:49 PM