its only been the 2nd day that i saw him.
and then something like that happened.
Tuesday he was still fine and standing right there,
flawless and wide smile.
and then yesterday fatty told me that he's with him.
asking me whether i wanna go.
if only i went.
maybe all this won't have happened.
i would have taken the blows for him,
or pull him away.
or i could call up my friends to help.
went to work today,
and it was great.
and then i suddenly felt uneasy.
emo somehow.
sense that something wasn't right.
worrying about something that i don't know what it is.
and just then i saw his fb comments.
that i know that something happened to him.
he got into a fight,
and got hurt.
quite serious.
;(
tried ways to contact denley.
was scared to just call him.
didn't want to disturb him.
but i couldn't get through denley as well.
until he msg me to tel me to call him..
and i see hope.
but the thing is den didn't go with them,
and he didn't know what happened.
and i was hoping that he would get to know what happened and call me up.
but i was soooo worried.
could settle down.
and i couldn't stand it anymore.
he was online.
and i asked him.
=/
and he told me:
'well, nose swollen, lip crack. deep cut at my chin,
that was nothing, till just then, the doctor who examine called me and say his colleage saw a crack on my nose after the X-ray,
and ask me to go down for the next appointment next week to discuss with regards to the surgery and so on.'
i was like...
omg.
my heart aches.
and i had the urge to really cab down to see him.
even if i know that i can't help anything.
i just want to see him.
and sayang him.
=/
i hope den will cal me asap.
and hopefully tell me when he will go for his surgery.
and if he will be staying in the hospital.
so i can go see him.
i died.
2:25 AM
