2 months, 3 weeks, & 2 days.
been so tired and stressed lately.
my head almost split into a few on monday.
thought too much and worried too much..
that my mi-grain reacted and felt nauseas.
all of a sudden..
everything just come to me.
i don't know if i could take it.
a good thing that i finally can get a good rest tomorrow.
saw your blog and your facebook.
seems like you are getting a life with your girlfriend.
guess that she will treat you well and won't let you get hurt.
hope that she will really protect you.
and saw that you went out and patched back with jw.
i guess your life is back.
so i'll just leave you here.
maybe i'm really not a good sister.
but i wish you the best.
i won't be able to really be with you..
all i can is to keep it in my heart.
cox of my work.
guess that my job just pulls me out of my life.
and pulls me out from the world.
that i'll be alone.
and won't have time with my friends.
you made a right decision though.
which is to leave me.
that way..
you won't get hurt.
you will still live your life.
you still get your happiness.
and i'll still be the same old me.
and i guess no one truly knows me...
what i am?!
what i want to achieve?!
what i love?!
my hobby?!
my favorite food, drinks?!
my favorite hang out place?!
what i am really thinking?!
what i need?!
no one realize..
its just left with
me, myself and I..
i'll face all that alone..
to be stronger.
i died.
1:11 AM
