a month and 10th days.
realized how fast time passes.
days and days.
just went on and on.
tickling non stop.
people always say, time will come or bla bla bla~
but little did they realize how fast time is tickling away.
time don't wait for anyone.
and often,
i regretted.
for waiting for the right time.
what is the right time then?
and i regretted not acting at that moment.
because there is no right or wrong time.
the only time that is real,
is the time that u did something.
thinking back,
if i were to run up to u and hug u,
what will happen next?
will things be the same?
will we be together or will u just tell me to scram?
and sometimes i wonder,
why am i still waiting,
for someone that is not for me,
for something that does not belong to me,
but this is just how it is.
to be or not to be.
its predestined.
maybe our time is not yet to be here,
or maybe,
u r just not for me.
if u were to tel me straight that we are just not to be,
maybe i'll not wait.
but that love is still there,
and will be kept deep inside.
and too often when my mind is wondering about,
things starts appearing and flash backs,
and i thought.
how pathetic humans are.
selfish creatures.
although we are warm blooded,
but we are far worse than cold blooded creatures.
at least those creatures eat for the sake of eating,
life was much more simple for them.
no politics.
but humans,
we eat for the sake of eating,
make a living for the sake of living,
but our mind is horrendous.
we thought too much..
and thats how bribes, jealousy, etc comes by.
life is fair,
but humans aren't.
i died.
2:05 AM
