a month, 2 weeks, & 3 days.
early in the morning diarrhea!!
thought that when i go out of house and i will be alright.
but then.....
went to work.
and within like 2 hours,
i went to the toilet for like 2 times.
and my hands and legs are weak!
don't even feel like having a stick!
tahan till about 4 plus and went off.
took a stick and messaged den..
and then he called.
they were having break,
and den was like whispering to me.
so i guess he was beside.
and of course i asked about how he was doing and all.
told den that i really missed him a lot.
more than anything that I've ever missed.
he said i was crazy.
oh well.
maybe i am..
for the love of my heart.
i don't mind being crazy for him.
heard that he is doing fine.
and i know that too.
but i'm still worried somehow.
talking to den is like talking to my brother.
felt so comfortable talking to him.
esp when i talk about joe.
like i don't really have to hide any feelings at all.
but the talk didn't last long though.
a few minutes.
but it was enough somehow.
at the very least,
i got to know that HE was taking a nap.
poor love.
he must be tired.
saw him online till very late.
and guess what.
i just saw him online when i talk about him.
is this fate?
no..
its just my wishful thinkings.
haix.
he should be on his bed already.
hope that he don't get drained.
had a surprise just now.
ah hong sent me a facebook message!!
that fella went mia for so long..
finally appear.
haha. and we sms for a while.
ok.
just 2 messages.
but he was a good friend though.
haa.
oh.
and pk came today.
was happy to see her.
but went off like 5 minutes later.
will we meet again?!
YES!! =D
touched by shaun..
he treats me very well.
so glad that i had a brother like him..
that takes care of me..
never really that someone takes care of me like that.
hopefully he won't leave me like how asher did.
it was painful.
hope that history don't repeat.
working tomorrow again!
just hoping that it will be smooth and i recover by tomorrow.
ok..
i miss damn a lot of people now.
I MISS joe!!!!!
I MISS audrey!!
I MISS jac!!
I MISS pk!!
I MISS puite!!
I MISS chris!!
I MISS wafi!!
I MISS pek!!
I MISS sheng yi!!
I MISS datou & click!!
I MISS den!!
I MISS ah jie -lay yuan!!
I MISS dai lou - ah leong!!
I MISS so much that can't be listed all out.
but guys!!! you know that i miss you all.
and you know who you are.
so if you happened to see this post and your name is not here.
don't be disheartened..
because doesn't mean your name is not written,
i don't miss you.
but the fact is that.
I MISS YOU TOO!!!
ok.
i'm mad!!
miss love dearly.
if only i could hold him tight.
and take him as my pillow.
heh.
i think too much.
opps.
xp
right.
lastly.
MY BIRTHDAY IS THIS COMING TUESDAY!!!!!
but seems like any other day.
oh well.
at least i'm legal now.
haha.
and before my birthday is here.
here is a sneak peek to my photoshoot pictures.
haha.
don't look like me..
i know.
=D
i died.
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