its been 2 months exactly..
everyday passes just so fast..
that i almost couldn't get hold of it.
i still miss him dearly..
maybe more..
sis told me about the accident that happened in chinese garden just now.
and immediately,
i thought about the dream i had the other time.
about him..
that he met and accident and was dead.
thinking about it.
i almost tear..
but it was held back..
because i knew..
that it will never come true.
a dream will always be a dream.
met pek for my lunch today.
miss her so much..
talked...
but there clearly wasn't enough time!
well..
we still have other time..
and its very coincident..
that when i was on my way to work.
and i met jac.
haha. funny..
we have something called telepathy..
=D
haix.
i wonder why i'm still waiting for him..
why i still loved him..
but i will wait..
and concentrate more on my career.
after 1 year of internship..
maybe i will stand a chance.
to hold him in my arms.
to kiss him on his lips.
and to look at him in the eyes.
i died.
1:14 AM
