2 months and 4 days.
these 2 days is like.. haggard.
been working full shift..
and grandma got into hospital..
i was like so worried..
was so down the whole day..
and even cried for a few times.
until i went over to see her.
she looked...
weak..
just las thursday i went over to see her..
and then yesterday she was so sick..
thank god that it wasnt really much of a sickness.
that she is still...
normal..
if not,
i don't even know how i could survive without her.
been so long since i saw him..
went to his profile..
and i saw..
he said that
'Seeing each and everyone of my cousins getting married, is it time i should tie a knot too'
and my heart goes up and down..
does it mean that he had someone in mind already?
do i still stand a chance?
guess not ba.
it took me great effort to try not to think about him much already..
and i did it..
but then..
when i see him or his picture and all..
i'll be back to square one..
i wonder how long this will go on..
i'm really tired already..
tired of all this..
i really wish to settle down.
with him if we have got fate.
i really miss him a lot.
i really do..
i died.
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