a month and 4 days.
having my off today and somehow slept for the whole day.
was talking to sis.
and she seemed depressed.
somehow,
felt that she is having depression.
was somewhat quarreling with her.
and was pek cek..
but then everything got back fine..
i hate to see that she got hurt so much.
i really wish to kill that guy so much.
i know that she love him a lot.
too much that she gave everything.
but no matter what,
our life still belongs to us.
at least we are still breathing.
we can love someone forever,
sometimes,
not being tgt with that someone,
might not be a bad thing.
love doesn't mean to posses.
although i wanted so much to..
but i know that its impossible.
still,
i love him.
i'll still love him no doubt.
but i'll still know that i cant have him.
maybe someday,
i'll meet someone else.
and i'll still look back.
at how much i loved him once.
or rather.
at least we are breathing the same air.
at least u are still living healthily.
at least i still got to know stuff about u.
at least,
we had memories that we once shared.
sometimes i don't understand.
why is there such thing as love?
why are we willing to give so much to love?
although i'm doing that too.
even no matter how much hurt that someone has caused.
i don't mind.
but..
i died.
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