its been quite some time since I've been online.
and its been 15 days since i saw u,
i wonder how u have been,
can't seem to get the image of u walking further and further away.
the image is still so vivid.
I've tried to keep in contact with u,
but u seemed to be avoiding me,
not replying me in msn or msgs.
i felt so devastated.
u could have just told me,
that I'm not fit,
or that u don't have any feeling for me,
then it will be easier for me.
to forget u,
to let u go.
but it's really hard.
that i love u so much.
sometimes.
i wonder.
if i really love u..
but..
i really don't know now.
i just know that i miss u dearly.
i died.
1:16 AM