me...

the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁. 我喜欢看书，煮东西，吃东西，唱歌，跳舞，购物，pool, 还有。。。。 说不完！！ just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..


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- photoshoot!!!


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ivan
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010



its been almost 2 days since i came online,
feels like i was running away from the fact.
went to bugis and then suntec with my sis; lay yuan,
and we bought strawberries.
the strawberries were huge! 
haha.
and i thought of him, 
strawberries were his favorites.
and i know I'm being stupid,
i actually bought a pack for him.
and went over to food republic hoping that i could meet him there.
and i msged him to ask which was his shop.
but i waited and waited.
he didn't reply me.
i guess..
he was really avoiding me.
its been 12 days since i was able to see him.
i missed him a lot.
but i couldn't show it out,
nor could i post it out to let others see.
i can only post it here,
where i know that not many will visit.
definitely not him.
i guess it was true that the other time u told them that it was impossible.
i should just move on.
y didn't u just tell me that i can't stay by u?
instead,
u chose to ignore me.
u have no idea how much it hurts.
how much my heart bleeds.
and I've also thought it through,
i can love u forever,
or i will love u forever,
but it will be kept in my heart,
the darkest corner of it.
i really hope that u won't avoid me anymore.
and go back like last time.
but i know that it was impossible.

i died.
11:44 PM