it hasn't been a day and i've already posted 2 times.

and this,

is the 3rd time.

=/

idk y.

but it seems like today is so.....

long...

i thought that days has passed.

and then i came to see my blog again.

and realized that it was the same day. 

24 hours now seem so long.

y do i miss u so much?

it's been about 2 days that u r not in town.

i really hoped that u had fun and relaxed with your friends .

omg. 

ok.

idk what I'm typing now actually.

I'm like just blabbering non stop.

i just miss him dearly.
ok.
it's now a new day.
and i guess he's coming back today or so.
i wonder when i'll be able to see him.
or will i?
if i ever meet him somewhere.
i swear i wont just walk away.
or just look at him walking away from me.
at least i'll do something that i won't let that chance slip away.
or would i?
its really had to say.
haix.
i wish i was sitting by the shores again.
my favorite spot.
let the wind blow away my loneliness.
idk y.
everyday.
when night falls,
loneliness crawls and falls upon me.
i'll be sitting alone in the room at the back and looking at the four walls & the ceiling,
my mind goes blank,
and things start to flash in my mind.
not very clear though,
the only thing that is clear,
is u.
and most of the images,
is u.
and then my mind will go blank again.
idk y.
its like,
im so used to being alone,
and i soon start to like being alone.
or i should say being alone at my favorite spot.
sitting down there doing nothing.
it was a great pleasure.
and i realized that my mind aged a lot.
i don't like the city.
i liked the night pub though.
or rather.
haha.
ok.
i'm blabbering nonsense again.