its been so long since i've been updating.
days pass so fast.
in just a blink of eyes,
2 weeks has passed.
or rather,
in just 2 weeks..
we'll all be out of sch for internship.
such a strange feeling though.
having the thought of not needing to attend sch anymore,
its just a pleasure.
but come to think of it,
all those times spent in class with my classmates,
for 1 year.
happiness, disagreements, fun and laughter.
i will miss those times.. =D
and thinking back..
i will also miss those days when i used to walk pass your class,
and peep through the door's window.
i remember how i used to see u wearing your specs,
listening attentively to class;
at times, u will bite your nails.
and then i will laugh to myself, and whisper to myself :
'(smile~) there u go again. your little bad habit'
and i'll continue to stare at u;
sometimes, u will be gambling;
and sometimes u will be slping.
seeing u in your dreams,
u look so much more like a child.
forgetting all your worries and your forehead cease into a plane,
and i will scrutinize your face;
your eased forehead, your thick eyebrows,
your closed eyes with those curved dark lashes,
your high bridged nose,
your alluring lips.
the way u slp, is just so perfect.
although the theory, no 1 is perfect,
but in my eyes, u are..
many many many times in a day or even an hour,
i just feel like hugging u tight.
but i chose to hold myself tgt from making that mistake,
always hoping that u will be the 1 who wants to hug me.
but its just my wishful thinking.
i rmb how your hug made me feel so secure.
but now,
i wonder if it was my hallucination.
becox it seemed like a dream to me,
a dream that was so real,
but..
it seems like it didnt really exist.
i died.
9:03 PM
