Friday, February 19, 2010
things were fine yesterday and everything was great.. i always had a whole lot of fun spending time with u.. we laugh tgt, cry tgt, be evil tgt, dance tgt, go crazy tgt, and wanna slim down tgt.. we even wanna do business tgt and came up with diff kinds of themes.. i realised tat u were de only 1 tat i had so much fun with and didnt wanna go home. but after the long day, after i separated from u and went home, it was fine then and we were msgin each other abt the nxt day's plan. but out of a sudden, u turned cold towards me.. i sensed tat dere was something.. so i asked u wat happened. but u said nth. and den i thought back to wat i've said abt revenge on ur bf for u.. u noe i really didnt mean it though i would do it if u asked.. but u noe me.. i would nv do such a thing if it hurts my sister. i gave u my promise, and i will not break tat promise.. u said its not both of our faults, den tel me wat happened? do u hav any idea how much this bothers me.. i saw ur fb and blog, wat exactly did i do? can u give me an answer?! i dun wanna lose u without knowin y i lose u. u noe how much i can live without u?! i really really love u alot sis.. tel me wat to do so tat i wont lose u.. tel me which part of me tat u dun like.. i will change for de better. right now i'll just leave u alone first if u wan.. but i'll be waitin for ur call or msg. please please please dun leave me. i've nv beg some1 for tat b4.. u r de first. please.
i died.
9:21 AM
