Sunday, February 14, 2010
happy chinese new year & valentine's day to all.. hope every1 is happy with their frens/ family & their loved 1.. i had i fun night yesterday at sis's place.. went over at abt 1pm.. den we chat a little den went to collect de food at imm.. and also went to giant to get de ingredients for steamboat. haha. i had loads of fun.. and she actually tel me to confess to him like right away.. i was like.. omg! really? i noe she just cant stand it when i keep sayin i miss him.. so sis helped me to type out de msg to send. and i actually agreed to it. OMG! did i really just send tat msg?! i cant believe it. i cant believe tat i really told him. though he alrd knew tat i liked him.. but i've nv really tel him tat. i somehow regretted tellin him abt it though.. but im glad as well. at least i've made my stand clear.. he haven reply me or contact with den. im really worried.. is he sick? or he's busy? or he's out? or he just doesnt wanna reply and tok 2 den becox he helped me? haix. its like i cant stop thinkin abt him. did i make a wrong move? will he accept me? or rejection will come in my way?! haix. maybe vivian was right.. i should just forget abt it. talked to den just now. im really sorry. if he nv tok 2 u becox of me, i'll really feel guilty. sorry den. haix. my new yr and valentine's day is so ruined.
i died.
2:07 AM
