2day everything was kinda dry.. didn't catch much slp yesterday.. maybe becox i was too scared ba.. yesterday in de movies i scream like hell.. hate to watch horror in de movies.. cant put down my legs.. like scared got something grab my leg.. stupid huh?! haha. well.. how should i put it? phobia?! and wafi..... is also screamin like hell.. which also send me screamin with him as well. wth! haha. chris was like.. covering her face with her hands. hahaha.. and guess wat. she move to 1 seat away from wafi.. haha. im like.. laughin! haa. and de bravest of us all... is rose... haha. i dunno is she brave or we r too timid. she can still yawn durin de movie.. lols. haha. i must hav shocked her with all my screamings. haa. opps. xp well.. de story line was abit touchin though. and i realised tat my favourite flower was named after sorrow.. somehow.. it seems so sad.. maybe i'll b like my favourite flower. full of sorrows.. but now, the name has been change.. well, even though de name is change... for some reason.. it still has de sorrows in it.. it can nv shake de fate of havin sorrows with it.. just like me.. even if its a new life now, de sorrows which hav accumulated in me b4.. is still dere.. its like its stucked to u forever.. well.. hahaha. nvm tat.. after de movie.. i was still like.. shiverin.. shh!! hahaha. k. its over! rite. i was saying.. things were kinda dry 2day.. didn't really hav much lessons. and de 'threesome'; me, chris and wafi went to wm for lunch.. well.. actually they were just dere to accompany me.. and they ate desert while waitin. i didnt hav much appetite though.. didnt finish de chicken noodle.. it wasn't really nice.. de chicken was hard.. but noodle was ok. well.. maybe its becox im more picky with food ba. haha. i was kinda happy 2day. becox he passed by me a few times 2day.. haha. xp ~blush~.. lols. and de most unforgetable 1 is when i accompany rose to get something at de vendin machine.. and i was like tokin 2 stephen at production.. and idk y i put my icy fingers on his face and ask if its cold. lol. and wat a great timin... he appeared and somehow saw it.. and den he walked over and did de same to stephen again.. i was like.. OMG! embarassed.. :/.. y does he hav to see tat. will he think tat im a flirt? hmmm.. den & lovell was dere too.. haha. and they gimme tat sly smile again.. like i was guilty for something. wth.. and i blushed.. again.. and den i went to like hit lovell. lols. and he walked away to smoke with them.. followed by de others. and i just smiled my way back to class. and class ended long after.. idk y all these little stuff can just brighten my day up like this. maybe becox of love. but its like.. 1 sided.. den.. i went to charcoal myself secretly.. didnt wan wafi and all to waste their time comin as well. just to make it more convenient and easy for them.. sorry guys.. just doin tat to save u guys from de trouble. to get some info for our project on KO.. but like nth much though. haha. and den i made my way to je to meet audrey.. and went to imm... we bought quite some things for bakin cake in daiso and giant. good times past fast.. and its time for me to get home.. well.. as usual.. im here.. lols. haha. but i chatted with weijie.. haha. so long nv see him le. lols. and he gave me some advice.. he actually tel me to cal him and chat with him eh! omg.. like how? lols. i dun even noe how 2 start a conversation with him.. well.. im not a person hu is shy.. infact.. im a very sociable person.. haha. jac will agree with tat. haa. lols. but somehow.. i become damn shy when infront of de person i like. idk y oso. sucks to be tat. haix. suddenly... i felt so... idk. suddenly felt emo and feel like crying.. but i suck it all back in though. in just abt 2 weeks or so.. will be valentine's day cum cny.. felt like makin a him a neck pillow for his car.. so tat he can just rest his head behind without havin to feel de emptiness between his head and his shoulder..