the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁.
我喜欢看书，煮东西，吃东西，唱歌，跳舞，购物，pool, 还有。。。。 说不完！！
just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..
TO GETS:
- DSLR Cam! - Samsung Galaxy S! - shopping trip to thailand & not forgetting their temples to visit.. - photoshoot!!!
it seems like u r livin comfortably with ur 'bf' now and nv leave any traces of me and ad.. well.. good for u.. and looks like u totally 4got abt us.. good for u again.. this justs shows how much u care abt ur frens.. 4get it. haa. maybe this is a good news to me.. i lost u.. but i gained more.. i gained ad.. as one of my bffs.. some1 hu will care.. some1 hu goes shoppin with me.. some1 hu likes to dance, talk and do stuffs like me.. some1 hu clings around my arm and acts like lesbians with me.. some1 hu wanna 'slim down' and become pretty with me.. and some1 hu will wanna have a couple ring with me even though we r not couples.. i've found some1 much much much more better. de lost.. is somehow.. nth.. well well.. its de past.. haa. oh... 1 very very very good news is... I GOT INTO DE PLACE I WANTED!!! yeah!!! haha. i found a very good place with a very good chef.. and a very good bro and 'gf'.. haha.. im really really really excited abt goin to internship.. really... fuck tat sch... like y cant we just fuck care abt de theory.. in de end.. theories will be left aside.. and de thing tat we need for life... will be our palette and our hands.. so y de theories?! and y did i choose to be in wda?! stupid me.. to think tat if i really wanted to be a chef, this is a better choice... im so naive and gullible.. shatec is just cheatin me. lol. REGRETS......... haix.. but i m somehow glad tat i came becox if not for this.. first, i wont get to meet my bro and get into tat restaurant.. second, i wont get to meet all my frens now in my class and de other.. and esp.. knowin him and fallin in love with him.. although its just me lovin him one sided.. but well.. i cant deny tat even though i can just look at u from a distance and always look at either ur back view, side view or from de top.. i m contented and it just lights up my day like tat.. i'll smile through de day.. but i noe.. im fallin deeper.. i wanted to stop.. i've ever tried givin up.. but when i saw u or saw ur pic.. i missed u again.. i hate to say tat.. but i cant help it.. when i saw ur pic just now in fb when it just pops up on my home page.. i realised u do resembles huang jun xiong.. but well.. maybe becox i like u.. i think u r much more better.. and i well... accidentally clicked on ur page.. u said ' i can only say the best possession is me being single '.. idk if u r tryin to hint to me. or its just some random stuff tat u tot of and postin it for de sake of postin.. maybe im thinkin 2 much? idk.. but guess u r pretty much happy with ur life.. and i shouldn't interfere. but i will wait.. wait till de day tat i no longer hav feelings for u.. some1 told me.. 'nv give up until tat guy really tells u tat he doesn't love u..' but do i hav de courage? to tel u tat i still love u? it might be quite hard to tel if i loved u.. becox i hav nv been tgt with u nor really talk to u seriously.. but u noe.. love.. is magical.. i might not like u in de beginnin.. but later.. i fall for u uncontrollably. like fallin into an endless pit tat i can hardly see de exit. but well.. i chose to fall in deeper.. hopin tat i might land on de ground in pit leadin me to de wonderland.. just like wat happened in 'alice in the wonderland'. haven seen u for 2 days.. felt empty though.. but im glad tat i hav frens and sisters to accompany me through.. haha. love u gals and guys! guess i'll stop here.. becox.. im tired alrd. haa.
