Wednesday, December 16, 2009
i'v been here in thailand for almost a week and life was simple.. im like.... a child here... runnin around here and dere and gettin scoldings from my mom everyday.. haha.. but well i did enjoy somehow.. de stars held high everynight.. sometimes.. shooting stars can be seen as well.. =]
haha. and ofcox.. i made a wish.. it is to be tgt with u.. to be able to see u everyday and hold u closs to my heart everynight.. but will it really happen? idk abt tat.. things must have gone bad on ur business.. i wish i could help.. but de only thing i colud do.. was to watch ur back and give u moral support.. is tat all i could do? does money really matters tat much? yeah.. i guess it does.. becox de world today is realistic.. but i wish.. tat i could be dere.. it doesnt matter even if it means just for me to stand dere and just look at u and do nth.. i'll be satisfied.. bein so simple like tat can be a great happiness. for me at least.. do u feel it? my love and care for u? i guess u could.. but u wouldnt wan to accept it. i really wish u r de 1.. it doesnt matter whether u r rich or poor, good lookin or not.. its de love tat i have developed for u.. and de sense of secure tat u hav given me. i seriously miss de times when u 'play' with me and hugged me.. im not bein desperate.. but i need ur love.. u care.. ur warmth.. and.. u... everyday when im lookin at de stars.. i'll be wonderin which star is de star tat represents u.. and when i guess and see... i noe.. tat de star tat is shinin de brightest... is u.. rmb my love.. i'll be right here waitin for u.. i'll be right behind u and if u ever need me.. just turn around and i'll reach out for u.. something i wanted to say to u.. but i can only say here.. tat is... ily..
i died.
5:12 PM
