Saturday, December 5, 2009
days and days past just like tat. time really flies pass us in just a flash.. its been so long since u hav ever really spoke 2 me or hold me or even look at me in de eyes. although these actions r all just illusions tat i've misunderstood. but for some reasons.. i feel tat its not de same.. i rmb tat u ever hugged me from behind.. but it was such a distance away.. and its gettin further and further.. sometimes... i even wonder if it was really dere.. and i hope it was. becox de only thing tat i live for now, is to see u, to noe tat u r dere.. and to noe tat all tat does happen even though its in de past and even though now all i see is ur back view. but wateva it is.. i'll treasure wats dere.. until u r really gone..
i died.
3:28 PM
