Sunday, November 15, 2009
"i believe love is blind.. becox when u fall in love with some1, u wouldnt care whether he is good/bad, good lookin/not good lookin, rich/poor, whether he feels the same or not. all u see is him/her in ur eyes.. dere is nth so wonderful/ perfect like that. wateva u do/think/care is abt him/her, its like.. its linked to him/her.. whether its day or night, u'll be wondering wat he/she is doin... whether he/she has had breakfast/lunch/dinner. when de weather is bad, u'll be wonderin if he/she had an umbrella or whether he/she has enuf clothings to fend for the cold... when u're preparing to go to slp, u'll also be wondering whether he/she is asleep and whether he/she has had his/her blanket on.. everytime when he/she is frownin, u wish to be dere to share his/her burdens and hopes tat he/she could be happy and smilin always.. when he'she is injured, u wish to be de 1 injured instead and ur heart aches... maybe tats how u explain love... love is blind.. its not abt u anymore.. its all abt him/her.." this is wat i answered when i was asked 'Is Love Blind?'.. maybe this is how i feel towards u.. and how.. i acted.. i asked some1.. wat u did 2day.. and i laughed.. i asked him again.. if u disturbed de service staff... and as expected.. u did.. he asked me if im jealous.. i tot.. maybe i m.. becox i wanted to noe... and den i asked again.. if u touched her nose or something like tat.. he answered me.. no.. at tat moment.. im really happy.. becox it seems like u didnt do de same to de others. its like this was our little thing.. does it mean tat u did felt de same? idk.. i've nv let any1 pinched my nose like tat. but when u did tat.. i didnt got worked up.. but i did jerk a little.. and i felt butterflies in my stomach.. maybe i've said too much.. but u did walk in.. and u're not a replacement.. wat i wanna say is.. i miss u.. and i wish to be in ur arms once again.. to feel ur warmth once again..
i died.
3:38 AM
