原来我终究还是一个人

me...

the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁. 我喜欢看书，煮东西，吃东西，唱歌，跳舞，购物，pool, 还有。。。。说不完！！ just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..

TO GETS:

- DSLR Cam!
- ~~Samsung Galaxy S~~!
- shopping trip to thailand & not forgetting their temples to visit..
- photoshoot!!!

SCREAMS！！！

runaway~

Boonmin
christina(ff)
wafi(ff)
milk!
YokSan(ff)
Wu Zun<3
Wang Zi<3
jasila babe.(ff)
ivan
shu zhen(ff)
gui gui no.2

JUKEBOX

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

今天到底是怎么了？为什么会那么不安？总觉得好像有什么事发生在你身上，也是与那个女的有关吧。。为什么她对你不好，你还是那么痴心能？为什么你就是不要回头望一望，难道你就不知道我就在你的身后吗？为什么想要把你忘了却忘不了，反而。。。还越来越爱你。。不知从什么时候，这感觉就不停的在成长，想逃也逃不了。。

i died.
10:13 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

这些是在拜六的晚上拍到的照片，我们一共十个人去 marina 的 kbox 唱歌，唱到隔天的早上四点。然后就一同到某个人的家去坐坐。我想那只是我的幻觉吧。虽然那只是短短的一个半小时，但是已经足够了吧。太贪心，是会被上天处罚的。梦。。也会破碎得更快。。就让它在这一刻停留着吧。看到你在照片里笑得好开心，这好像是我第一次看到吧。。或许。。也是最后一次。。。对不起。。不该在 fb 里上载那些照片，害你和她差点吵架。。对不起。。知道你不喜欢唱歌，但还是叫你去。。下次。。不会了。。

i died.
10:37 PM

Friday, August 21, 2009

原来在你的眼里，我是一个处心积虑的人，会因为喜欢你而不择手段，耍心机，去斗那个她。。原来你怀疑那是我做的。。原来在你心里我是个这样的人。。。你就只想着她，却忽略了我的感受。你知不知道，当你问我那个问题的时候，我的心有多么的痛，我的泪水又多么的不听话，感觉就好像快要崩溃了一样。看到你受伤的眼神，心也碎了。。这一切的一切你都不知道，也不想知道吧。。你现在因该跟她在新加坡的某一处开心的对彼此微笑着吧，虽然什么都没说，但是那一幕是多么的甜蜜。。或许明天，你们会出双入对，对彼此唱着情歌，也或许你们只会静静的在一旁说着悄悄话。。一想到这一切。。。我真的不知道该怎么去面对，特别是当你们在一起的时刻。。我能够撑得过去吗？这张面具能够支撑多久？这道伤口能够愈合吗？

i died.
11:02 PM

Sunday, August 16, 2009

上天是在惩罚我吗？因为我太开心了还太幸福？你知不知道当我听到说你对我有一丝的好感的那一刻，我有多开心吗？但是。。。那一刻在瞬间就结束了，我的心。。也在那瞬间碎了。。难道你就真的对我没有感觉吗？为什么是她？我到底哪一点比不上她？每一次与你相处时，我都会感受到你对我有这那似有似无的好感。是我想太多了吗？还是是你不想承认？你就像是海，而我就是天上的云永远都世隔两地。我多么希望你是岛，我是海，把你围绕着，给你温暖，不受伤害，永远都不分开。。但是这个心愿能够成真吗？我想这是异想天开吧。。如果今天是‘偷’的季节，我最想偷的是你的心。。可是你的心已经属于了她。
she's got everything that I have to live without
He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the room I keep singing, don't know why I do
he walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow
The Only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the room I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...

i died.
8:43 PM

Monday, August 10, 2009