me...

the names JAMIE KATRINA! u can call me either 1. 我今年 19 岁. 我喜欢看书,煮东西,吃东西,唱歌,跳舞,购物,pool, 还有。。。。 说不完!! just another emo girl, doesn't like to express by speaking, but instead she sings her heart out.. dont take me for granted, i don't know what i will do..


TO GETS:

- DSLR Cam!
- Samsung Galaxy S!
- shopping trip to thailand & not forgetting their temples to visit..
- photoshoot!!!


SCREAMS!!!





runaway~

Boonmin
christina(ff)
wafi(ff)
milk!
YokSan(ff)
Wu Zun<3
Wang Zi<3
jasila babe.(ff)
ivan
shu zhen(ff)
gui gui no.2


He Made It Possible.


JUKEBOX


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com




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Monday, June 1, 2009

为什么上帝要对我那么残忍?我到底做错了什么?为什么要这样的折磨我?连一丁点的幸福也不给我。我只不过想要有个人能在我的身边疼爱我,呵护我,照顾我,和我分享所有的喜怒哀乐。我从未想过要拥有一个完美无瑕的男朋友。我只希望他能爱我像我一样的爱他。在我感到希望降临时,你却把他给带走。对我最好的朋友是这样,对我所喜欢的人是这样,对我的干哥哥是这样,就连才快要变成我家人的姐姐也是这样。难道就不能成全我一次吗?我在外的心情已经快要崩溃了,回到家还要面对我的父母。他们到底何时才不会跟我意见不合?在外带着这副面具已经让我不知所措了,回到家更是不能泄下。我不知道我能忍到何时。或许时间能够冲淡一切吧。可是现在的我无可奈何。

i died.
11:49 PM