Monday, April 28, 2008
i jux cant understand.. y parents jux dun understand their child? they can say tat we dun understand them.. but wat abt them? sometyms i really wish tat i've nvr been 2 this world.. or i could jux end everytyg now.. im so tired.. im tired of everytyg, every1 even myself.. i've been studyin 4rm day to night, night 2 day nowadays.. 2 prepare mii 4 mii exams.. den i heard tat he wants 2 give his frens birthday gifts & they, r interested on mii couple dolls. so i took a break & at e same tym help him make lols. but mii mum tyks its a waste of tym.. jux tell mii 2 study.. im not a robot.. i cant study every min.. i need 2 rest 2.. i realised tat no 1 in this world noe mii. life is meaningless. love? career? frens? us? wat r they? they r jux a piece of junk on the chess of god.. we r jux his toys.. suddenly.. i feel so lost.. lost in a land where theres nth.. i cant see/ feel/ hear anytyg.. jux black space of no where.
i died.
7:14 AM
