lols... nowadays is lyk so... i dunno how 2 phrase it oso.. i feel so
lonely, sad, afraid, confused, pissed off..
i dunno wat has happened 2 mii oso.. sometyg has happpened 2 mii yeaterday nite..
i dunno wat exactly happened... but itfeels so real..
as if.. as if some1 or maybe sometyg was tryin 2 hurt mii or she was tryin 2 tel mii sometyg.
it happened around 1 am ..
i was goin 2 bed den.. but.. sometyg keep flashin through my mind..
de moment i shut my eyes.. she appeared rite b4 mii.. dere was some sort of gren light
within her..she was starin with mii with her pair of emotionless, horrifyin eyes.
wat was she tryin 2 express 2 mii?? have i offended her in anyways?
or.. maybe she need my help ?!
but.. y mii??
i couldnt get 2 slp yesterday..but when i was goin 2 slp,
suddenly i felt nauseaus.. & i actually went behind 2 puke.. i vomited around 2 tyms..
come 2 tyk of it.. y did i vomited? i didnt had supper or heavy dinner..
how was it possible.. i was de only 1 hu puked..
later.. i went 2 tell mii mum abt it.. but only de part where i vomited..
is it real? or is it just my imagination?
i went 2 slp after tat.. den i dreamt of myelf.. havin dunno wat cancer..
deres still alot of tygs happenin in dere.. wat does it signify?
havin a bad headache now..
lols.. wateva it is.. i really hope tat it doesnt bother mii anymore..
or maybe jux get out of my mind..
was now at wei haw de hse. doin our dnt with mao mao & him lol..
had no idea how 2 do or wat 2 do lehx. but.. i could clearly see how my artefacts look lyk..
hmmm.. dun feel lyk goin 2 sch lehx. so sien..
dunno wat is he doin in now.. hmmm.....
opps.. i almost 4got sumtyg.. dunno hu has been stabbin my back nowadays...
i keep seein 4.44pm.. lol.. if i noe hu horhx. sure kana..
haix... really miss him alot lol... wat exactly is he tykin lol..
was tykin abt this lol.. does he really exist??
is he jux an illusion or a invisible character which euu made up & bluff mii..
if so.. its ok.. i dun blame euu.. i m happy.. atleast i believe..
but if its true.. y izzit tat dere r so many loopholes..
i hadnvr seen him or hear him..
haix...
maybe i tyk 2 much le... hmmm..
i will jux stick 2 current lol..
i believe tat he exist in mii life.. arh.....
i miss him........
i died.
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